Se amar apanar

Se amar apanar
Music and lyrics ; by Prabhat Ranjan Sarkar
Song number	0450
Date	1983 April 20
Place	Madhumalainca, Kolkata
Theme	Longing
Lyrics	Bengali
Music	Kaharva
Audio
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Se amar apanar is the 450^th song of Prabhat Ranjan Sarkar's Prabhat Samgiita.^[1]^[2]

Lyrics

Roman script^{[nb 1]}	Bengali script	Translation
Se ámár ápanár Jánitám ná áge jánitám ná Se ámár sur chilo jatane sádhá Bhávitám ná áge bhávitám ná Chilo jabe káche káche Chande o gáne náce Maner mádhurii mor Mánitám ná áge mánitám ná Dúre jabe gelo cale ámáre ekelá phele Ámáre rákhiyá diye virahera dávánale Chilo kata bhálabásá Kata rauṋe ráuṋá áshá (Ekhan bujhechi) Áge bujhitám ná	সে আমার আপনার জানিতাম না আগে জানিতাম না সে আমার সুর ছিলো যতনে সাধা ভাবিতাম না আগে ভাবিতাম না ছিলো যবে কাছে কাছে ছন্দে ও গানে নাচে মনের মাধুরী মোর মানিতাম না আগে মানিতাম না দূরে যবে গেলো চলে আমারে একেলা ফেলে আমারে রাখিয়া দিয়ে বিরহের দাবানলে ছিলো কত ভালবাসা কত রঙে রাঙা আশা (এখন বুঝেছি) আগে বুঝিতাম না	He is my very own– That I did not know; ere now, I did not know. He was my melody, rehearsed meticulously, But that I did not think; ere now I did not think. When He kept near, Dancing to lyric and beat, He was the sweetness of my psyche, But I did not pay heed; ere now I did not heed. At present He has gone away, casting me aside, Thrusting me into estrangement's fire; But once there was so much love, So much splendid aspiration. At last I've understood; ere now I did not see.

Notes

^ For details on the notation, see Roman Bengali transliteration.

References

^ Sarkar, Prabhat Ranjan (2019) Prabhat Samgiita Songs 401-500 Translated by Acarya Abhidevananda Avadhuta (2nd ed.) Tel Aviv: AmRevolution, Inc. ASIN B082WFJPSJ ISBN 9781386431787
^ Sarkar, Prabhat Ranjan (1994) Acarya Vijayananda Avadhuta, ed. Prabhat Samgiita Volume 1 (in Bengali) (2nd ed.) Kolkata: Ananda Marga Publications ISBN 81-7252-082-4

Musical notations

Original Sargam notation, if available on Sarkarverse

Recordings

Listen to the song Se amar apanar sung by Acarya Priyashivananda Avadhuta on Sarkarverse

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Preceded by Mane asiyacho prane asiyacho	Prabhat Samgiita 1983 With: Se amar apanar	Succeeded by Tomari tare saji bhare

[3] For details on the notation, see Roman Bengali transliteration.

[PSV5-1] Sarkar, Prabhat Ranjan (2019) Prabhat Samgiita Songs 401-500 Translated by Acarya Abhidevananda Avadhuta (2nd ed.) Tel Aviv: AmRevolution, Inc. ASIN B082WFJPSJ ISBN 9781386431787

[PRS_Vol1-2] Sarkar, Prabhat Ranjan (1994) Acarya Vijayananda Avadhuta, ed. Prabhat Samgiita Volume 1 (in Bengali) (2nd ed.) Kolkata: Ananda Marga Publications ISBN 81-7252-082-4

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